Trying to be persistent

It is really hard for me to concentrate and do a thing well. For example, i always start to do something but just will give up after several trying. I would prefer to learn a new things, but when i face up a problem i will give up easily no matter what it is. Recently, i am quite interesting to learn a HTML coding app and it could be use to design website or whatever regarsing coding. But due to the assignments and quiz that make me suffer, i give up it already. Yea, it is not an easy task to have a self learning, but my friend that is consider top student advise me that self learning is very important. I do try to learn a thing myself, but i always tend to give up.

I know about my problems, but usually i still make the same mistakes. So after several years i am still not good in one thing. I start to learn korean, give up; i want to improve my english, give up. I read many books regarding motivation, but i felt that i am getting selfsecure that i am not absorbing the passion from all those books. I am just like read then put it away. Well, i not sure whether how i can become successful but i know that those people's ways are not suitable for me. Because i do not like to social and act like very close to someone. I prefer to sit in a quiet place like a coffee shop, reading somebooks or just day dreaming. Going out to social is too complicated and hard for me, i do not like the feeling that when you friend with someone is because of the benefits. Maybe thats the trend of "friends" nowadays. Ya, i do not have that value also for someone else, but i still prefer someone that really friend with me rather than just want to get benefits from me.

Back to the topic, for those also similar with me that always give up easily, we feel the same way. I am always trying to learn something new but same situation occurs everytime. My best suggestion for us, is maybe let our goal to be small first. Maybe just as small as drink more water per day, or read one short article as well. Everything could be easy when it starts from a little things. Erm, most importamt things are not how much that we could do, but is how long can we be consistant. Thats the only advise that i could give, instead me myself still work hard for it.